"Nature Made"

Tonight while getting ready for bed I glance at my bottle of vitamins on the night stand. Prenatals. A wave of anger that I haven't felt in while came over me and I literally almost threw the bottle across the room. I think to myself I've been taking these stupid vitamins for over 8 years and nothing. Why is that some women have no problem and I've been struggling for so long? It's frustrating and beyond exhausting to even put into words. I've managed it pretty well for a while, or am I just fooling myself to believe that I have been? I just want to be a mom. That's not asking too much. The struggle is real and tonight just out of no where this stupid bottle of vitamins brought up all the emotions that I had tucked away. I'm 34 years old and feel that my life is just passing me by and I'm missing all the chances I have to be a mom and live my life with my family and to just be happy.